Sasha

2007-06-27T19:09:00.000-07:00

hey there
STRESS STRESS STRESS!!
haha
it is stressful here
as we got lots of homework need to finish up
nothing much happen today
well, yesterday we had Student Council Investiture
whereby the sec 4s councillors are stepped down
and the sec 2s councillors will embark their new journey
we all walk on the red carpet
which i think it is an honour
thank u to our teacher and the operation manager
for letting us use the red carpet! :P
ouh k.
just finish doing my homework
haix.

being single is great?
it is great
but BORING!
haha
well, have to wait
and wait
and wait
and wait
for who?
i also dunnoe
haha
i am confused who should i choose?
or who should i continue liking?
well, that doesn't matter
the main lover in my life
is my studies and God.
haha
kk.
thats all for today

2007-06-23T11:07:00.000-07:00

0ne 0f the guy sent mie this s0ng
t0 sh0w his feelings t0wards mie.
thks al0t.
but i can't decide n0w.

sepenuh hati - spoon

Bagaimana harusku luahkan
Perasaanku padamu
Yang selama ini ku pendamkan
Dalam diam ku

Sukarnya ku berterus-terang
Tentang perasaan ini
Bimbang seandainya tak kau terima
Musnahlah harapanku ini

Bagaimana harus aku menghadapi
Semua itu
Sedangkan ku menyintaimu sepenuh hati
Tak mudah untukku melupakan dirimu
Kau bagikuSegala-galanya

Pada yang Maha KuasaKu panjatkan doa
Moga dibukakan pintu hatimu
Kan ku buktikan kejujuran cintakuJangan biarkan keraguan
Menghantui jiwamu
Dalam ku menanti semua kepastian
Dari bibirmu oh kasihKasih dan sayang
Cinta dan rindu
Tersemat di jiwaku
Usah biarkan ku kecewa
Membalut luka
Agar kau mengerti
Yang selama ini
Aku menyintaimu

2007-06-22T10:03:00.000-07:00

hey people
last nite again i dreamt about something
something bad
till i cried while i was sleeping

i dreamt that my mum was not being normal
i tink because a ghost was in her body or something like that
and it was on my birthdae
she really hit me very hard
she slap and kick me
on my birthdae itself!!!!
and in the dream
i was crying like hell
till i cannot stand up

after i woke up
i realise that i was crying
my pillow is very wet
and my cheeks are wet too
i was like
omg
it is a nightmare
i hope she didn't do it
haix.

todae nothing much
i am not feeling well
haix
i was supposed to go to school today
to help up for the awards day
but at last i didn't turn up
sorie ppl
i am really not feeling well this few daes
i tink thats all for todae
^-^

2007-06-21T13:00:00.000-07:00

hey there!
t0day n0thing much
well, n0w i am getting ready t0 g0 t0 sch00l.
t0day i have student c0uncil investiture rehearsel
well, it started 1.30

yesterdae nite i dreamt that
i stay back in sec 3
thats the sad thing
and the gd thing is
i change to n0rth vista sec
and same class as FIQA!!!
muahaha
after that i dreamt that me and taufik batisah were friends
g0sh
it is a miracle k
and i dreamt that he kiss me 0n the cheeks
in fr0nt 0f the public!!!!!!!!
t0ld ya it is a miracle.
hahas

and yesterdae
a l0t of guys tell me their feelings t0wards me
i was like.....
wat did i d0?
i mean..
y did i d0 that those guys came to me and wanted me to be their GIRLFRIEND!!!!
gosh.
i think thats it for today
gtg
bye

p/s: if yussoff still contact me, todae is our 1 YEAR ANNIVERSARY!!

2007-06-18T19:14:00.000-07:00

hey there
well, criously saying
not feeling well
my other fwens went to sec 3 camp
well, girls, i hope u enjoy. bcoz i am bored here

let me tell u what happen today
nothing much actually
around afternoon, i went to doctor
and it is just a normal fever
the doctor says not enough sleep.
:)
maybe bcoz the night i torn
haha
after that i went to esplanade myself
trying to cool down my mind
and see the beautiful scenery
after that i walk along the river
and the wat bridge also i forget the name
btw, the bridge is just in front of fullerton hotel
and u noe wat?
i saw people acting in the scene
i heard the director say "action"
wow. glad to see the chinese actor and actress
i tink i was in the scene too! haha
think so.
kk.
after that i went to eat at kfc
well, as u noe
guys are everywhere
even though i am wearing my headset
actually my mp3 is off.
so i heard the conversation
i was alone
and i am waiting for my cheesefries
and this guy come to me
and give me wif a great smile
i give him back my smile and say thanks in a sweet manner
gosh.
haha
well, after that i went home straight away
and after doing my big business,
my lower part very painful
i dunnoe y
but the most important thing is i am very sleepy ryte now
haha
kk..
gtg
bye
take care k

2007-06-17T09:42:00.000-07:00

hey there
you know what?
i am single again
well, yeah
i asked for break
actually i knew that we won't last long
i hope he is satisfied ryte now
because he himself wanted to break
so, before he break my heart
it is best for me to break his heart first
because i don't want to be hurt again

and you know what?
i called yussoff last nite
and he answered!
i am glad he is ok
but i could say he sounds stress
well, yea

whats my next plan?
maybe find somebody else
which is better than him of course
and and
u know what?
i didn't sleep the whole night yesterday
and i haven't sleep yet!!!!
gosh.
haha
surely u will be asking what did i do the whole night?
you think i would cry over him ?
i didn't cry ok!
in fact, i enjoy myself at night
i called my friend to come down since she is also awake
and we do lots of stuff..
like playing x-box,
watch movie,
skank and mosh.
we also dance last night
nothing better to do
haha.
i know tis is weird
but i am trying my best to avoid being sad
and being stupid again
NO!
it won't happened again.
btw, i did a list yesterday

what to do when i break wif him
not to cry

to get back my guitar from him

to delete all his photos from my friendster and computer

to make sure that the sister took the old teddy bear and wash it so that my perfume won't be smell anymore

the new teddy bear that i just bought for him is now belong to his sister

when i get back my guitar, i will clean it to make sure there is no fingerprints of his on it

to tell my mother that we break already

to change my friendster profile

to find somebody else

i noe its sounds cruel
but i tink we really enjoy last nite
that we come up wif tis list
hahaha.
kk.
i think i gtg
bye
take care everybody!

2007-06-16T17:40:00.000-07:00

2007-06-02T17:18:00.001-07:00

Let me tell you from the starting till the end
My teacher had selected me to go to this 13th student leader convention
Firstly, I thought it was going to be boring and I won't make friends
And we are given this booklet whereby we have to study about certain political issues.
And I don't really understand
The theme for 13th SLC is
Youth involvement: making an impact on society

So, the first day of the convention is 29th May 07..
Actually, I came late as me and the others we lost..
After registration, one of the facilitator sent me to the classroom
My given group name was Thor
Which means God of Thunder
Everybody was quiet there.
As we are playing ice-breakers,
I started memorising their names..
They are:
Sheikh (Whitley Sec) >>Our Leader
Meng Hao (from China, Hangzhou Greentown Yuhua School)
Kevin (Macpherson Sec)
Daniel (Hwa Chong Institution)
Alphonso (I forgotten his school. sorie!)
Charissa (CHIJ St Joseph's Convent)
Simi (from India, The Banyan Tree School)
Kamini (Dunman Sec)
Ili Athirah (Choa Chu Kang Sec)
And we started talking and getting more closer.
The best activity was at Orchard Road.
We have this so called amazing race whereby
we had to find places and play games in
orchard rd, somerset and plaza singapura.
It was the best experience
after that, we went back to hwa chong institute
and we play water bomb
do you know that there is over 100 people there??
I think around 300 something or maybe more than that
Thats include student leader from other countries
They are china, india, hong kong, australia and indonesia

The second day of the convention was a serious one
Actually it is a bit boring
I am choosen to be the secretary of the group
We are doing one of the topic
That is "Provision For The Elderly"
Well, is kinda hard
but it is effective
We had to do this action paper in a few hours time
Well, I could say all my group members are very co-operative
And we really brain-storm a lot of ideas
But seriously, without our group facilitator, Vionna
I think we would be quiet all the way

On the consortium meeting A,
I must admit,
It is a very serious meeting and a boring one
In this meeting,
we debate and give comments about each and every of our presentation
We can't even talk
We can't even speak (we must raise our card in order to speak)
We can't even laugh
We can't even sleep

The third day was on 1st June 07
It was very formal
Our GOH for the day is
Mr Lee Boon Heng, Prime Minister's Office
we are very honoured to receive him as the VIP
and i got the chance to talk to him through question and answer session
Next, we have consortium meeting B part I
whereby we finalist the other groups action paper
A group of Vesta had been chosen
A good job well done Vesta!!
and after that is lunch
next is consortium meeting B part II
whereby we edited and
add more details in our consortium action paper
after that is photo taking session
whereby we as a group take photo
after that is the main committee assembly
well, nothing much to say abt it.

Finally, the last day of the convention

on the closing ceremony, 3 choosen action paper among 45 groups

i can't remember who they are

but to them, CONGRATES!!

after that is lunch and preparation of grand finale

as a consortium of provision for the elderly,

we decided to perform by singing the songs

what songs? they are friends forever and the other one, i forget

well, it is a sad song bcoz it is our last day but i tell myself

even though it is the last day of the convention

but it is not the last day of our friendship..

after that is the grand finale..

it was fun!!

very very very fun!!

we dance, we sing, we laugh

but at the end,

we cry

I really cried non stop

i mean

they have not make an impact on society

but they have make an impact on our hearts

and i can't believe time really travel fast

even now i am crying when i write tis post

at last is the debrief

it was the last day i saw meng hao and simi

hey! i miss u all so much!

last nite, i dream about u all coming back to singapore

which i hope it is really true!

after the grand finale, we went to eat dinner at mcdonalds

and we hug each other so many times

there is only one person i never hug

which is sheikh.. haha. sorie. i dun want my guy to be jealous

so, tis is the greatest memories that i have ever had

which i wanted to share wif u all

I MISS U ALL SO MUCH!!!!!! :'(

2007-05-24T17:49:00.000-07:00

Hey there!
well, it is really a long time after the last tyme i blog
firstly lets talk abt my results
hmm. quite disatisfied abt it.
i failed my math and combined humanities
but i pass my english, malay, combined science and poa
abt poa, i have distinction
for paper 2 i had full marks
omg!!
just couldn't believe it.

well, from 29th may - 2nd june
i have this event known as 13th student leader convention
well, we are not meeting singapore young leaders only
but also the other countries.
:)
can't wait for the dae!
i just love making new friends

on 26th may
i will received a bursary award from MDIS
but firstly i will like to thks ms sujeetha so much
for helping me and putting the effort to make me received this award
i really appreciate ur help!

about my guy
we both fine
nothing much
we are already one month together on 19 may
hope we last long

tats all i could say for today
i still need to plan games for npcc sec 1 orientation camp
omg!
i am so stress up

2007-05-09T19:09:00.000-07:00

hey there.
today is math paper 1 and geography
for math paper 1, well, it is kinda easy
while for geography
i have no comment
but i can bet with u that i will fail for that paper
:)
nothing much abt today
me and my grandma cook satay.
and it is nice..
yummy. you should try it haha
tomorrow is mother tongue and poa paper 1
i really put high hopes on poa and mother tongue
tats all for todae.
see ya tomorrow
bye everybody!!

2007-05-08T06:53:00.000-07:00

hey there.
sorie didn't update the blog for a long time
me and him ok already
now is exam period!!!
ARGH!!
stress u noe..
and they ask me to do the mosque thinggy
i also stress u noe..
tts all..
i need to continue studying
i can do it..
hope so.. :P

2007-05-01T21:21:00.000-07:00

hey there
today is my best day
today is my bad day
well, today is a holiday for labour day
so, we no need to go to school

and today me, my mum and atikah went to watch the
movie name "SPIDER MAN 3"
it was the best movie i ever watch
we watch at golden village yishun
so, we meet at the bus stop opp my house ard 9am
that was early k
hmm. so we take 184 to pending rd
then we exchange bus 171 to yishun there.
criously, i give the overall rating 5 stars

k. wat makes today a bad day is HIM
i dunnoe whether he is testing me or wat
but he say to me on the phone
he say..
"should i patch back with my ex?"
if u are in my position
how u felt?
he like.. should i or should not?
i felt like saying out
should i break wif u or not?
criously, if he repeated that sentence again
i will criously say that sentence out
i dun care anymore
i mean
come on
for wat u stead wif me
if u still love ur ex ryte?
no use man
why i can't just get the ryte guy that i want?
i mean
hey come on
think twice before hurting me again
gosh.
now i have fever.
all becoz of HIM!!
i am totally angry ryte now.
really angry abt it!
i am very particular of my guy saying of patching back wif his ex
or asking for break
for me, even though he just testing me
but i take it criously..
and for me it is a humiliation!

i think thats it for today
i have no mood
like i say
from good mood become bad mood.
gosh.
only god noes how much i love him

2007-04-29T16:47:00.000-07:00

hey there.
well, it is a long time since the last time i post a blog
hmm.. wat should i say here?
i just discharged from hospital again
:P
k. i have a urine infection for 1 month
firstly i thought it was just normal
and i think it comes and it goes
but it is getting worse
in fact, it affect my whole body
again this is the time where i face life and death
i could say this is the worst experience that i have ever had

i have a headache and a very bad cough
and also block and runny nose
and a high fever with the temperature of 39.8 degress celcius
and i have a spine problem which causes me to lie down the bed
and also kidney..
thats y i say that i am facing life and death

but through this experience,
i could see who is my true friend or should i say my true love
most of my friend came and visit me
some guys give me sweet things

some friends they don't even care about me
which make me maybe avoid them a bit
or just don really talk to them now

the worst thing is, i nvr come to school for more than one week
and exam is just around the corner
last fridae was the mid year exam
on that dae, i have english paper 1 and paper 2..

and and
i had a new guy already
i could see that he is very caring
and he meet my mother before
and my mother like him also
haha.
we are together on the date 19 april 2007
the dae when i admitted in the hospital
haha.
well, i choose him bcoz he is supporting
matured-thinking
and i think he is a suitable guy

lets not talk about that
now i at the darusalam mosque
with my two brothers
hashaf and firdaus

well, just now we had a meeting about the family dae
and i have to go home before mahgrib
gosh. i dunnoe wats wrong wif my mum
she keep believing in the things that we are not supposed to believe

there are some questions in my head
in fact a lot of questions
firsly, y so many guys wanna be my boyfriend?
is like as if i am the only gal in this world

secondly, can i catch up in my studies?
i've been absent for one week.
and it is a waste of time in the hospital
even though i ask my mum to bring my books
i still feel left out
and i dun do enough to face the mid year exam

thirdly, y yusof left me just like that?
i felt hurt
so hurt especially in the hospital
i contact him a lot of times
there is one time i call
i think he click the wrong button
he picked the phone but after that he rejected straight away.
i was like ..
y?
that is the other reason y i accepted firdaus
so, i really hope he doesn't behave like yusof
i mean like
me and yusof have been together for 10 months
and he just left me like that

during the time in the hospital
i just can't stop crying every night
not only i am sicked
but i am emotionally sicked too
it is a critical time
and i really mean it..

but that critical time it comes and it goes.
i know God is testing me
But no matter what,
this is just a test
With praying and remembering God
I am sure that i can walk to the correct path
insya allah

i think that is all for todae.
btw, i change my email address..
:))

switgerl92@hotmail.com

do add me k!
both msn and friendster!

2007-03-25T15:26:00.000-07:00

hey there..

it is a long time since i last post

well hows my life?

nothing much

just concentrating on my studies

about relationship

so far, as many as 10 ppl tell me their feelings

but u noe wat?

i told them i wanna concentrate on my studies

about my studies?

hmm.. my humanities is getting worse

my english at least improve

my poa.. it is getting better

my sciences is ok lah.. nothing much that i can comment

juz tat now i had a new role in the community

now i am known as a Junior Environment Ambassador @ South West

our role is to spread the cautious about global warming, and how we can avoid it

can't wait for the nxt activities!

and i wish to join the WoW programme in school

as i am "too" free after school and nothing to do at home

it is best that i join them rather than wasting time hangin out ard..

ryte ryte ryte??

now my hair is damn short

and i hate it

thks to my mum of course

grr..

tats all i could say

nothing much

2007-03-13T21:44:00.000-07:00

hey there
i got a new band!
but it is still not completed
as we need a bassist!
our band name is Mourn Malice
now we are practicing the song
"nympethamine" by cradle of filth
i was a great day guys
we went jamming at potong pasir
tats all for today..
bye!

2007-03-11T10:21:00.000-07:00

hey there
it is a long time since i post the last blog
well, i decided to participate into a writing competition
we have to write about 1000 words of cerpen..
and i am trying to challenge myself wif tat

now i just join a new band
i am a second vocalis
well, thks azam!
can't wait to go to jamming this tuesday!
hehes..
but we still need a keyboard player.
anybody?
anything just msg me thru either my 2 emails
sasyah_30@hotmail.com
switgerl92@hotmail.com

tats all for today.. i am going out soon
gtg..
bye!
take care

2007-02-22T21:45:00.000-08:00

hey hey
tomorrow is the sec 4 & 5 PTI
and i am the overall in-charge
omg..
actually it is suppose to be me and ahmad faiz
but he couldn't come as he is having ncc duty tomorrow also
wow..
juz can't believe it.
well,
hmm.. nothink much i would like to say today..
tats all..
byez..
take care

2007-02-19T22:35:00.000-08:00

hey there..
today again was a great day
wif the gals and the guys
today faishal turn up..
taufiq and fidi nvr turn up
but firdaus and abg hashaf turn up
so as azrun..
btw, it is azrun, not azrul
so sorie..
k.. do painting again
well, i go home alone tonite..
tats all..
i am very tired ryte now..
:))

2007-02-18T22:24:00.000-08:00

2007-02-18T22:19:00.000-08:00

hey hey
today was a busy day
from morning till night
i help the mosque
to paint
and to do some planting
it was a great day
as azrul get bullied..
but i can't believe he is already a CI
hmm..
having fun wif hajah and fatin..
hey gals!
i miss both of u..
i am helping the mosque again tomorrow
to continue the painting
:))
i was a great day!!!!
thks guys (abg hashaf, firdaus, ustazah maria, ustazah masnah, the parents, kamal and the siblings, fatin, fifi, fidi, cik herlina and her son, abg luqman and last but not least, azrul..)
for making a happy and enjoyable day that i ever had.

2007-02-17T10:37:00.000-08:00

hey there..
i change my blog skin
wat u tink of it?
and i also change song..
:)
k.. today was so bored
i am tinking of going out..
but..
it is raining.
haiz..
tis few days always raining
yesterday i was shock
when ms chua called me and ahmad faiz
and we are choosen to be the in charge of sec 4 & 5 pti
omg.
i have to plan everything and the alocate the jobs to several councilors
haix..
too bad..
tats all for today.. i tink i really need to go out..
bcoz i am damn boRED!!
haha..
kk.. tats all for today..
byez..
take care everybody!!

2007-02-16T18:42:00.000-08:00

Sleep - My Chemical Romance

Some say now suffer all the children
And walk away a savoir
Or a mad man and polluted from gutter institutions
Don'tcha breathe for me
Undeserving of your sympathy
Cuz there ain't no way that
I'm sorry for what I did

And through it all.
How could you cry
For me
Cuz I don't feel anything
So shut your eyes
Kiss me goodbye
And sleep
Just sleep

The hardest part is letting go of your dreams
A drink for the horror that I'm in
For the good guys and the bad guys
For the monsters that I
Three cheers for tyranny
Unapologetic apathy
Cuz there ain't no way that I'm coming back again

And through it all.
How could you cry
For me
Cuz I don't feel anything
So shut your eyes
Kiss me goodbye
And sleepJust sleep
The hardest part is the awful things that I'm seeing
Just sleep [x6]

2007-02-13T21:54:00.000-08:00

hey
it is a long time since i post the last blog
haha
i have internet problem
but now it is setlle
now the problem is wif the msn messenger
but i decided to use ebuddy..
hehe
k.. let me tell u my results
for english i have failed
so as geography
i was so dissapointed to myself..
i will try harder..
for math and malay, i have grade 5..
i've dropped down.. haix..
k.. for both biology and physics, also poa
i got distinction
i got grade 1
i am glad to get tat..
but i muz strive better
especially english and mother tongue
haix..
tats all for today.
now is kinda late also..
gtg..
bye everybody..
take care!

2007-02-13T06:06:00.000-08:00

2007-01-22T20:40:00.000-08:00

hey hey!
today nothing much..
early in the morning
wake up around 5.30
it is early bcoz i haven't iron my school uniform
:P
k. after ironing and so on
i went bath and get prepared..

nothing much in school
i felt tat today is so fast..
haha..
kk..
after tat..
atikah follow me home..
and than i went to town and study
and i went home around 8.00pm..
and how i am home!! haha

i am worried abt him
DEAD WORRIED ABOUT HIM!!
he didn't answer me the whole day..
omg
wat happen to him?
i tried and tried to call him
but no answer
i tink i call him more than 10 times..
i juz worried..
tats all for today..
byez...
take care

2007-01-21T19:26:00.000-08:00

hey there..
today i will like to wish atikah and preeti
HAPPY 15th / 16th BIRTHDAY!!
may god bless you
and study hard
and i wish good luck in ur future life..
:))

today i have religion class
after tat i went to meet him
at causeway point
well, HAPPY ANNIVERSARY DEAR!!
wow.! 7 months!
a long one
hope our relationship really last long
but he after meeting each other,
he went to play soccer wif his fwens..
dun really mind..
at least we met for awhile
i am happy already
:)

after tat, i window shop at jurong imm
and it rains heavily over there
so i decided to take free shuttle bus
tats all for today..
btw, fatimah
thank u very much!!
insya allah i will treat u..
dun worry k..
gtg
bye!!

2007-01-21T19:18:00.000-08:00

these are the photos where i have to bring students for outing.. have fun looking at it!

me and syahirah.. being ustazah for tat day.. hahatats how i look tat day

2007-01-20T08:52:00.000-08:00

hey hey..
now i have patched back with my ex..
k.. his name is yusof..
tomorrow is our 7th month already
wow! 5 more months will be 1 year already
hope we do last long..
btw, i got another blog
where i used proper english..
wakakakaka
kk..
http://sitiaisyah92.blogspot.com
if u dun understand wat i am writing here,
u can go there to read the proper english
i dunno whether it is proper or not..
:P

kk.. nothing much
yesterday very tired
i have npcc training
so as him..
well, to tell u more abt him
we have many things in common
:)
he is taking commerce
so am i
he is normal academic
so am i
he is in npcc
so am i
he is mixed chinese and malay
so am i

the difference abt us are..
he is a boy
i am a gal
his height is 1.75
my height is 1.61
he has siblings
i have none

haha.. kk.. actually in muslim calender
today is our new year
well, my mum says
i am born in the new year of muslim calender
and my family gonna have a small celebration
but today i have religion class..
whereby i have to go ..
grr.. nvm..
tats all for today..
take care everybody!!
for the muslims
HAPPY NEW YEAR!!

2007-01-15T20:15:00.000-08:00

hey hey

the photos above are during the family day @ hometeamNS

well, today nothing much

fadd..

dun be sad k..

u still got fwens

for my fwen, muhd nuh..

i will like to wish u a happy birthday

hope u pass ur o lvls..

now i find out tat POA is EASY!!!

SO THE CHICKEN!!

gosh.. all used common sense

and i get it.. i noe hw to use balance sheet..

wakaka..!!! at last!! wohoo!!!

kk.. i am crazy today..

gtg.. bye

take care

2007-01-13T20:53:00.000-08:00

hey hey
today i went for a family day
at cdans clubhouse
or also known as HomeTeamNs
there is a lot of activities..

firstly we went for henna..
a chinese woman did it..
and it is very very nice..
after tat, we take a family photo
me, my grandma and my grandpa
they make like a postcard..
it is beautiful.. haha

after tat we went for shooting..
i almost get the marksmanship
but one is out..
argh!!
actually it is a rifle...
and its damn heavy..
i tell the instructor i am used to revolver
and not rifle..
its damn damn heavy..
but at last, i felt comfortable
hehe..

after tat we went to see the concert
where there are games, and show
wow.. we almost got the lucky draw
maybe we are not lucky enough

i want to join the cdans..
bcause of the shooting.. hehe
and also everywhere i go
i will get discount
my grandparents let me to be the member hehe
yeah!!

kk.. tats all.. night2 everybody..

2007-01-12T14:23:00.000-08:00

hey hey
today nothing much..
it is just raining and raining and raining
in the morning
it really rains heavily
so i came late.. around 7.10..
suddenly my coucilor president call me
and ask me to help for the umbrella service
this is for those who dun have umbrellas..
so we shelter then so they won't get wet..
really fun actually..
even though we get wet..
but it is for the sake of the kent ridgeans..
:))

kk.. enough for tat..
not much hw today..
i have a test nxt week..
haix..
k.. about principles of accounts
it is getting more interesting..
ya.. at least i understand
hehe..
tats all for today..
now i noe y i felt so so so happy
hehe
i am starting to smile whenever i am alone
hehe..
kkkkk...
gtg..
bye
take care..!!!

2007-01-10T20:29:00.000-08:00

hey there
today i am so happy..
i dunno y..
:))
nothing much i wouldlike to say here..
bye2
tkc

2007-01-09T19:15:00.000-08:00

2007-01-09T19:03:00.000-08:00

hey there..
just finish my research
phew!
kk..
nothing much today..
the subjects are interesting
but i have to catch up..
:))
about life..
neh..
i dun need him..
i can leave without him..
look at me now..
i can survive WELL enough
haha..
kk..
i want to continue studying..
take care everybody..
muacks!

2007-01-04T20:02:00.000-08:00

hey there
now i am single
he don't want me
so wat?
if the somebody don't want u
good tat u leave him ryte?
yeah
actually
i miss my single life..
i tink 2007 is my yr
i dunno y
k.. a few days back i am in hospital
deadly sick
actually i have a bad infection in my stomach
which causes me vomiting and diarrhoea
or should i say i have gastric
:P
k.. 3 days in n.u.h
they discharged me even though i am still vomiting
so i went home wif no mood.. vomiting a lot of times
and then i vomited green colour water..
my mum had a great shock
so they quickly sent me to k.k.h
and i say there for 2 days..
and i recoverd already now!
yipee!

abt my class this yr,
very quiet..
i like my form teacher
very fun.. very interactive..
it is good to have a interactive teacher
:)
the first day of school,
i have to watch the sec ones
as they are the new comers
and me as a councillor had to guide them
so the first day they have the ice-breaker
then they have a mass dance..
it is our school tradition

today is the second day in school..
very fun to mix wif my new class..
but i miss my other malay fwens..
but i still have fatimah.. haha
after school, we have the mass dance practice
they almost completed the dance
but they have to go home..
haix..
but tomorrow is the sec 1 orientation camp
wow..
time really travel fast..
hmm..
tats all for today..
btw,
HAPPY NEW YEAR!!
may this yr be ur BEST YEAR!!

2006-12-25T22:23:00.000-08:00

hey
today nothing much
i went out today wif my cousin
we go to vivo city first
but too many ppl..
so we decided to go to
parkway parade..
then we lepak2 bwh blok..
cause it is raining
then i went home..
tats all for today..
i gonna fetch my cousin tomorrow
at yishun fire station..
tats all for today.
see ya.. btw..
tis photos below
are when i go to malaysia
and also some are at home..
enjoy seeing it..

2006-12-25T10:33:00.000-08:00

hey there..
yesterday my mood was spoilt
by my mother
yeah ryte!
i hate her.
i dun tink i will go back to her house anymore..
i won't sleep there..
k..
yesterday we went to great grandpa house..
he was so hyper..
i love my great grandpa..
my great grandma very cool..
as in like very relax and steady..
then we talk and talk
then we go to some shopping centre
and i got no mood a long the way..

again this morning she spoilt my day
haix..
i really give up on her..
k. i am going out actually...
gtg..
bye..
take care k..
btw, dear
i miss u a lot k

2006-12-23T19:27:00.000-08:00

hey there
i am back here
but tomorrow i am going to malaysia again
i have to go to my great grandfather house..
i like my great grandfather
he is very hyper even though he is old..
he is still strong u noe..
but he likes to bully people..
lol..

k.. let me tell u wat happen on friday, 22 dec
the time i go to johor wif my mum and his guy
and also my uncle
the driver is my uncle
if my mum is the driver,
i swear i won't go i tell u..
k.. we get out around 2.30..
cause my uncle sleep. and dun want to wake up
*he is always like tat*
i sit in the front..
i dun like to sit at the back..
because when i sit at the back
i will fall asleep..
tats go same for the bus..
but not mrt of course!!
so whenever u want to take me around
better sit in the front
and not at the back
haaha..
k.. we go to sembawang first to take my mum's guy
then we go to woodlands checkpoint
i hate to go there
cause for me
i prefer second link
it is faster.
so it take kinda a long time
then we straight away go to Danga Bay..
wow!
nice scenery..
but we didn't eat there
we just go shopping
i just buy a new belt
pink colour..
and the others bought more expensive things
i dun really like expensive things
k..
then we go to giant..
k.. nothing much
then we go to extra.. (sound sumthing like tat)
then we go to angsana..
k..
then we go back to singapore
then we go to orchard road..
by tat time is night of course
then we go to mustapha..
then we go HOME!!
it was 12 am.. MIDNIGHT!! i hate to go home midnight
cause i will felt tired..
very tired..

then the next day tat is today,
i woke up at 8am
and we leave the house at 9am
the ones who are going are me, my mum, my grandparents
and of course my uncle
i hate today so much!!
u noe who spoilt it??
my mum!!
she is not suppose to follow us actually!!!
ala..
as usual
she one day never busy body
she can't live in this world i tell u..
first, i wear a casual wear..
she already scold me..
actually out objective of going there is
to meet the girl who want to marry my uncle
and also discuss whether they want to marry and so on
*in malay, they call it "masuk meminang"*
she make me change 5 times i tell u..
fell like telling her tat i am not the one who marrying ryte?
my wearing is totally acceptable..
tell u..
i dunno y she so jealous abt me..
i am her child wat..
even though i never call her mama or etc..
i mean come on.. ur child leh..
no need to jealous ryte..
better dun do it so i won't come out ryte..
haix..

lets continue.. after the changing,
we go out of the house..
k..
and there is a TRAFFIC JAM!!
1 HOUR TRAFFIC JAM!!!
can u imagine??
first because of my mum..
now traffic..
1 hour u noe!!
i can die u noe..
so, we wait and wait.
and we straight away go to gelang patah
tat is the second link..
we meet the girl's (tat i told just now) auntie..
she is taking motorsikal wif her husband
cause our car is FULL!!
i hope my mum didn't come just now!!
and she brought along her son
his age is around 20 +
so along the way..
going to the girls house
i felt like we are the so called "datuk and datin"
cause we got to body guards in front..!!
WAKAKAKKAKAKA!!
kk..
when we arrived..
k.. it is a kampong house..
i just love kampong..
it is near to second link..
but a bit futher in..
there is only 2 kids in the house..
i like the gal.. ( i mean the kid)
she so cute!!
so chubby!!
*btw, i love kids! :))*
k.. then she of course scared of me
cause nvr saw me before
well, we were SENT OUT OF THE HOUSE!!
by our grandparents..
let the older ones discuss.
so we go out..
for awhile
but unfortunately,
we come back cause raining
:P
kk..
then everything settle..
then we go home..
then we go to giant
i hate this part..
i dunno wats wrong wif my mum
i tink i better sent her to mental hospital.. seriously
i can't accept her behaviour..
i nvr behave like tat to my grandparents..
melebih sia ni org tua..
mcm nk kene sepak tau muke..
along the way.. she keep nagging abt wat i also dunno
it is a gd thing my grandfather is not wif us.
if not, she is in deep danger already..
so rude to my grandma..
if she is my lil sister,
i will definately give a tight slap on her face u noe..
it is damn rude.. she shout here and there..
at last i straight away went into the car
and request to go home..
at the same time..
my head is very heavy
and now i still felt it is heavy
then we straight away go to second link
and eat
and then we saw a ACTOR!!
but for a long time he didn't act..
k..
then we straight away go back to singapore..
firstly we go to zam zam at kampong glam
to buy murtabak
then we go to west coast park
to buy meals..
hmm.. yummy..

then at home she make the mess again
i am damn fed up!!!!!
kk..
i dun fell quite well
and also i write a lot already..
haha..
k.. gtg
byez.
take care
anything just tag ya!
;)

2006-12-22T09:16:00.000-08:00

hey guys..

this is the photo during the murshidin picnic

for those u came, thks for the support

we really have a great time

hmm.. there is a lot of fun

even though things doesn't go according to plan

but it is still smooth

once again thks for coming..

here is the photos tat i took from amsyar..

haha

sorry bro..

hehe.. enjoy looking at it..

if u want the photos..

add me at msn..

or friendster..

and i will give it to u..

sasyah_30@hotmail.com

amran, kamal, amsyar and ashraf.. they were so hungry after playing soccer..
tat is taufiq.. he so cute. haha..

amsyar, izat, khairul and amran.. team 2

taufiq, faizal, ashraf and kamal.. team 1.

team 1 trying to go thru the number pads..

2006-12-22T09:00:00.000-08:00

hey there..
today i am going to malaysia!!
actually not really looking forward to it
we are going there in the afternoon..
the ones who going today
is my uncle, my mum and his guy
and ME!!
wakaka
all are the young ones!!
lol..
kk.. hmm wat i was planning
is to wear black polo t-shirt
sumthing like fred perry
but it is not lah..
i want to buy fred perry..!!
later after i worked nxt yr..
i can buy already..
dun care ah..
hehe..
kk.
hmm.. around 12 we are moving out of the house..
i promise him tat i will call him before i go to malaysia
so dear
I WILL MISS U!!
and I LOVE U!!!
LOVE U SO MUCH!!
muackssss...
hehe..
gtg..
wanna get ready first
dada..
byez..
sayonara..
take care everybody!!

2006-12-21T16:03:00.000-08:00

Disenchanted - My Chemical Romance

Well I was there on the day they sold the cause for the queen
And when the lights all went out
We watched our lives on the screen
I hate the ending myself
But it started with an alright scene

It was the roar of the crowd
That gave me heartache to sing
It was a lie when they smiled
And said, "you won't feel a thing"
And as we ran from the cops
We laughed so hard it would sting

Yeah yeah, oh

If i'm so wrong (so wrong, so wrong)
How can you listen all night long? (all night long, all night long)
And will it matter after I'm gone?
Because you never learned a god damned thing
You're just a sad song
With nothing to say
About a life long wait for a hospital stay
Well if you think that I'm wrong
This never meant nothing to you

I spent my high school career
Spit on and shoved to agree
So I could watch all my heroes
Sell a car on tv
Bring out the old guillotine
We'll show 'em what we all mean

Yeah yeah, oh

If i'm so wrong (so wrong, so wrong)
How can you listen all night long? (all night long, all night long)
Now will it matter long after I'm gone
Because you never learned a god damned thing
You're just a sad song
With nothing to say
About a life long wait for a hospital stay
Well if you think that I'm wrong

This never meant nothing to you
So go, go away, just go, run away.
Now where did you run to?
And where did you hide?
Go find another way
Price you pay

Woah oh, Woah oh...

You're just a sad song
With nothing to say
About a life long wait for a hospital stay
Well if you think that I'm wrong
This never meant nothing to you, come on
You're just a sad song
With nothing to say
About a life long wait for a hospital stay
Well if you think that I'm wrong
This never meant nothing to you

At all
At all
At all
At all

p/s: this is a new song from my chemical romance in an album name The Black Parade. I love this song so much! :))

2006-12-21T14:10:00.000-08:00

Esplanade

Fullerton Hotel..
In esplanade I was born to take photos..

A temper of mine kills

She is pathetic..
Me and my laptop.. can't be separated!!

I hate those cheeks.!!

Me and my lovely teddybear.. haha
I was crazy tat day.. haha..

tat is the picture when i was doing annual parade

the proudest moment in my life

2006-12-21T14:03:00.000-08:00

hey there..
today is so boring
hmm..
nothing much to say here
i go out for awhile just now
and now i at home
haix..
so boring..
tomorrow i am going to johor
wif my uncle and mum first
saturday then i am going wif the whole family
we will go there by car of course
hmmm..
can't wait to go shopping again
haha
kk.
tats all i could say
take care everybody..
muacks!

2006-12-20T14:11:00.000-08:00

hey
today nothing much
just felt a bit drowsy
cause i've eaten my medicine
wakaka
feel like sleeping seriously
hmm..
in the morning
i get ready to go to the doctor
so i waited for 1 HOUR!!
wow.. its like i will nvr meet the doctor
but at last i did
and then i waited again in the pharmacy
btw, the doctor just say
tat i have a normal flu
tats all
but my cough is like sumbody who
haven't cough for 10 yrs..
haha
k.. after taken the medicine
i straight away go home and now typing my blog
tats all for today
i can't stand the drowsiness..
i want to sleep.
hehe..
k ..
bye
take care everybody!!

2006-12-18T18:28:00.000-08:00

*+*+*k!s$inG LanguaGe!!!
*+*+*: methods of Love....

+kiss on the ear------"i'm horny"

+kiss on the cheek----"we're friends"

+kiss on the hand-----"i adore you"

+kiss on the neck------"we belong together"

+kiss on the shoulder-----"i want you"

+kiss on the lips------------"i love you" or "iwant you"

+holding hands--------"we can learn tolove eachother"

+a wink-------------------"Let's get it on"

+slap on the butt----"thats mine"

+playing with the ear----"i can't live without you"

+holding on tight----"don't let go"

+looking into each other's eyes-----"let's get romantic"

+pulling hair on head----"tell me you love me"

+arms around the waist---"i love you too much to let go"

actually, i copy this from one of my sir.. not really a sir actually.. met him at the fire station because i was having a civil defence course.. he teach me a lot.. thk u for teaching me.. i dunno whether it is true or not, but then some are true actually. wakaka.. nvm.. enjoy reading it.

2006-12-18T18:10:00.000-08:00

hey hey there

today was fun!!

even though stress

well, simply today

we just do the trial games

i dun really satisfied wif it

cause it is a bit messy

so after giving the ideas how to improve

we agree wif wat they say

hmm.. as we are doing the cleaning up

in the parade square

suddenly it is heavily raining..

we dun care

we still can play over there

wakaka

and i was damn wet..

after cleaning up the parade square

we need to clean up the canteen

seriously, we wash the tables and also the floors

all the ones who taking n level results saw us doing tat

kinda embarressing actually

well, after tat i went home wif amsyar, firdaus, amran and wani

they always spread laughter

love mixing wif them

i tink tats all for today

hmm.. btw

for the ones who taking n level results

if u pass, i will like to congrates for the success

and for those who fail, cheer up!

u can do better nxt time k

:))

take care everybody..

2006-12-17T22:25:00.000-08:00

Hey there everybody..

hmm today i am going out

to wedding invitation

hmm.. still morning

nxt week i will be damn busy

and also i am going to malaysia nxt week

wow.

time really travels fast

a few weeks more

school reopens..

and i will be in sec 3

fast isn't it?

hehe

tats all for today..

see ya!

2006-12-16T09:33:00.000-08:00

hey there..

now i've got my new modem.

Yipee!!

really troublesome sumtimes..

wakaka..

kk.. hmm..

last few days i was deadly sicked..

now i am ok already...

actually today i supposed to go to malaysia

but it was cancelled

because everyone in the house was sicked..

so we will go next week..

and actually today one of my cousin are getting married(nikah)

and i have to go..
tats all..

take care ya everybody..!

2006-12-14T06:26:00.000-08:00

hey there everybody!!
hmm we are already two months..
yeah..
i love u dear..
well, for our two months,
we so called "celebrate it" in our houses..
k..
the day after our 2 month anniversary,
i went to his house..
and today he went to my house..
but of course lah our parents are there..
lol

hmm..
i still haven't get my poa book..
haix.. i want my poa book..
everytime i go,
it must be out of stalk.. haix..
it is irritating u noe.. hmm..
tats all i could say for today..
gtg..
bye..
take care everybody!!

2006-12-08T01:59:00.001-08:00

Hey there.. I am damn stress here.. But thanks to my darling, he give me a lot of suggestions and guide me along. thank u dear.. love u a lots!! k.. tomorrow is a big day for me.. i hope the picnic will run smoothly even though not really many people could attend. Haix.. But then many problems ryte now but then i pray to god that it will be ok.

2006-11-27T08:25:00.000-08:00

hey.. u noe who i choose? i chose MY GUY!! Yipee!! even though we argue.. i am sorry dear.. i won't do it again.. i love him so much! now we both are totally ok..! :)) so happy!!! hehe.. kk.. but i am still sick k.. having fever now.. since a few days.. my mum dun wanna bring me to hospital.. and i tink she want me to die.. ryte? ryte dear? i guess i am ryte.. hmm lots of fun today.. but no time to talk.. got to go.. bye.. take care

2006-11-18T04:25:00.000-08:00

hey thre.. it is since a long time i didn't post my blog.. haha.. kk.. me and him ok.. hmm.. now i am so so so so so stress!!!! argh!! kk.. i gtg.. a lot of things need to be done.. bye tkc

2006-11-06T12:37:00.000-08:00

haiz.. dear, i wanted to say sorry for the incidence! i didn't want it to be like tat. neither i want to make it a worst day for you. i am so so sorry dear!!!!! but no matter wat i love u! i love u so much!! even though we both are busy ryte now, each of us had a very extremely tight schedule, i want u to noe u are still in my heart.. :))

2006-11-01T03:38:00.000-08:00

today is very exciting. even though i am deadly sick ryte now, but it is still very exciting to step in the nanyang technical of university (NTU) I am so glad tat the teachers give us this opportunity to come. it is also a CIP actually which is 6 hrs but we are not really doing CIP (for me), in fact i learn something new there. The topic is simply for home economics teachers but even though i am in POA nxt yr (oh ya! i forget to tell tat i am in POA next year!! yipee!!) but i tink i should have the general knowledge about it. :)) here are somes photo of me in the NTU.. hehe.. enjoy seeing it!!

me and huda :))

2006-10-27T21:47:00.000-07:00

hmm.. today nothing much.. hmm. in the morning i clean up the house.. and there is nobody at home.. :( so boring.. haiz.. k.. den around 11.30am i went out to meet atikah and we go to a lot of places and SHOPPING!! hehe.. kk.. firstly we went to far east plaza to eat at KFC. hmm yummy.. kkk.. then we went to bugis to do our SHOPPING!! hehe.. kk.. den we went to vivo city.. k.. it was a nice scenery!!!! more better than esplanade.. i love VIVO CITY!! hehe.. kk.. then last minute decision, i want to meet him as later onwards we are going to be busy.. :'( so, dear, I GONNA MISS U!! and i mean it.. you are my and only one..

2006-10-26T10:16:00.000-07:00

hey there.. it is a long tyme since i blog. now its quite late.. i am waiting for him.. hmm btw ms chamb, I GONNA MISS U!! tats it.. i got no mood for today.. bye

2006-10-21T09:10:00.000-07:00

hey there.. today i am going to the mosque to give a hand of decorating it as hari raya is coming. Today is deepavali. and hari is coming in 3 days time. Wow. Time really travel fast.
Yesterday night, I and him was on the phone. I miss him damn much and i will be meeting him this sunday. :)) can't wait to see u dear.
now i am waiting for 10.00am so i decided to post. hehe. i also listening to hari raya songs. Nothing much but i am sure today he is free meanwhile i am very busy.. :( nevermind. everybody has a job to do. lol. k.. thats it for today. bye!

2006-10-20T10:03:00.000-07:00

hey there.. Well, i had a feeling that today is going to be a boring day. hehe. I hope i am correct. I am not schooling today as it is promotion day for my school. Simply the teachers will discuss whether they should promote us or not. I hope i am promoted to secondary 3 and in the commerce course.
Today he is schooling and he have npcc. I hope it is not a tiring day for him. Pity him. Yesterday was a bad day for me. Totally a bad day. From morning to late afternoon i was busy. haiz. But today i won't be busy at all. Hehe. Because i am not schooling. Yesterday we (my whole class) check the overall marks. And i pass all my subject this time. YIPEE!! but all is around 50-60. :( but nevermind. At least i tried my best. :))
Yesterday assembly was a good one. It talks about smoking. They do a skit and it shows the consequences of smoking and mostly tell why kids nowadays want to smoke. Now i understand how serious is smoking.
I miss him a lot! And i want him to know that no matter how busy both of us, you will be in my heart and i will always love u dear. :)) take care everybody and thanks for reading my blog!

2006-10-18T20:00:00.000-07:00

hi there.. hmm today i am so happy but still sick.. hmm.. again maybe because of the haze and now my eyes are SO RED!! hehe..

Today is just a simple day where we check all our papers and do you know that i pass all my subjects? i was so happy than ever. At last i proved to my parents that i can balance between studies and relationship. In fact, I improved a lot in my studies! Wow! I was shocked when my science teacher announce that i got the highest improvement in class. I improved 30% with my mid year examination and final year examination. But thanks to him and the other teachers who teached me. Without them, i don't think i will get this high. Well, i am not satisfied with my math! well, i did poorly even though the others fail. I got 50/100. :( i felt like crying but wat is done is done. I really hope i could get into the commerce stream that is Principle Of Accounts as it is a popular subject for normal academic and it involves bussiness.

He went home fast today as what i can see on his timetable. Take care dear! and u all, thanks for reading my blog. :)) i really appreciate it..

2006-10-17T06:03:00.000-07:00

Today is a boring day.. hmm.. today is just checking paper.. i have no mood today as i am not feeling well. Today's haze is quite normal from yesterday but i felt my head very heavy in fact. Maybe i am lack of oxygen.
That is for today. By the way dear, i will be fine. Don't worry. I love you and miss you so much! :))

2006-10-16T03:28:00.000-07:00

hi there! today, also tiring.. hmm.. 8 MORE DAYS TO HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI!!! yipee.. hmm can't wait.. this yr very enthu.. today i woke up around 8 am and check my hp and there is 2 msg.. wow.. one from him [ :)) ] and one from my fwen haneesah.. but the problem is MY PREPAID LOW!! ARGH!! nvm.. k.. after bathing and eat ( i didn't fast again ), i clean up the house straight away.. i put all the necessary things aside and the unnecessary things at the another side.. and i try on my new BAJU RAYA THIS YR!! wow.. nice.. i love it..!!

hmm today he is schooling.. i miss him sooooooooooooo mmmmuuuuucccchhh!!! i can't describe it in words.. hmm.. around 2 sumthing i call him by the time he is having his break.. just now around 5.30, i call him and i decided to let him to take his nap.. :))..

nothing much to share today.. today's haze is getting worse i could see.. hmm.. i wanna go jogging!!! and tomorrow i am schooling.. but we only check our paper and do corrections.. i can guarantee tat.. hmm.. tats for today.. take care everybody and i love u dear!!

2006-10-15T06:11:00.000-07:00

hey there.. today it is quite tiring.. i have recovered from my fever!! yipee!.. so i went to madrasah wif my grandma.. well, usually i go late tat is around 8.15 then get out of the house.. but today we have examination (arab and tauhid) so i have to go fast BUT my grandma taught i was going late so she take her own sweet little tyme getting ready until i tell her today got examination.. she quickly get ready and we went out of the house around 8 am.. omg! i am surely gonna be late..

as we walk and walk and walk, in a fast speed, at last i reach the mosque at the ryte time.. phew! but everybody was standing and lining up.. so i just join in wif my other classmate.. like i say, today papers are arab and tauhid.. quite easy actually.. hmm.. k.. then my lovely god bro give announcements.. and i join the new commitee!! :)) i am happy.. actually in the exam, i let my fwen copy my answers cause i pity her.. :P

k.. then we have to go back to our classes.. nxt week have to come even though this week is our last papers.. :( nvm.. k.. then i meet abg hashaf (my god bro) outside class to tell him i can't come for the commitee meeting.. k. then i straight away go home and get change.. den i meet atikah at mrt station about 2.30 pm cause she need to meet her fwen.. k.. den we take the mrt from clementi to paya lebar.. quite a long distance where we have to stand but fortunately there is two empty seat provided.. lol!! k.. then when we arrived, there is a lot of people crowding.. wat do u expect? hari raya is coming in 9 days more.. wow! tyme really travel fast.. we shop the whole geylang till joo chiat complex.. and i bought new SHOE!! and new MOVIE!! (ganyut) and NEW BUTTON!! (for baju kebaya).. wow.. actually lot more.. we went shopping and shopping and at the end we decided to go to esplanade.. just sit there sharing problems and secrets.. hmm... den went back home and chat wif him after break fast..

2006-10-14T16:29:00.000-07:00

hi there.. just now my plan was to go jogging but i can't.. :( i have high fever.. there is a lot of possibility y i am sick.. one is because i am lovesick.. ;)) two is because just finish exam.. three is because my family members are also sick.. four is because today is TOO BORING!!! argh!! i hate it!! i don like to be sick.. i felt too weak to do anithing.. but i have to online to chat wif him and post my blog.. hehe.. k lah.. tats for today.. bye! take care!!

2006-10-14T13:42:00.000-07:00

this are the love poems.. specially for him ... :)) cause i got nothing to do.. hehe..

Poem No. 1

I love the way you look at me,
Your eyes so bright and black.
I love the way you kiss me,
Your lips so soft and smooth.

I love the way you make me so happy,
And the ways you show you care.
I love the way you say, "I Love You,"
And the way you're always there.

I love the way you touch me,
Always sending chills down my spine.
I love that you are with me,
And glad that you are mine.

Poem No.2

You're my man, my mighty king,
And I'm the jewel in your crown,
You're the sun so hot and bright,
I'm your light-rays shining down,

You're the sky so vast and blue,
And I'm the white clouds in your chest,
I'm a river clean and pure,
Who in your ocean finds her rest,

You're the mountain huge and high,
I'm the valley green and wide,
You're the body firm and strong,
And I'm a rib bone on your side,

You're an eagle flying high,
I'm your feathers light and brown,
You're my man, my king of kings,
And I'm the jewel in your crown.

Poem No.3

Your lips speak soft sweetness
Your touch a cool caress
I am lost in your magic
My heart beats within your chest

I think of you each morning
And dream of you each night
I think of your arms being around me
And cannot express my delight

Never have I fallen
But I am quickly on my way
You hold a heart in your hands
That has never before been given away

Poem No.4

I wrote your name in the sky,
but the wind blew it away.
I wrote your name in the sand,
but the waves washed it away.
I wrote your name in my heart,
and forever it will stay.

Poem No.5

Love is the greatest feeling,
Love is like a play,
Love is what I feel for you,
Each and every day,
Love is like a smile,
Love is like a song,
Love is a great emotion,
That keeps us going strong,
I love you with my heart,
My body and my soul,
I love the way I keep loving,
Like a love I can't control,
So remember when your eyes meet mine,
I love you with all my heart,
And I have poured my entire soul into you,
Right from the very start.

Poem No.6

I love you so deeply,
I love you so much,
I love the sound of your voice
And the way that we touch.
I love your warm smile
And your kind, thoughtful way,
The joy that you bring
To my life every day.
I love you today
As I have from the start,
And I'll love you forever
With all of my heart.

Poem No.7

When I'm with you,
eternity is a step away,
my love continues to grow,
with each passing day.

This treasure of love,
I cherish within my soul,
how much I love you...
you'll never really know.

You bring a joy to my heart,
I've never felt before,
with each touch of your hand,
I love you more and more.

Whenever we say goodbye,
whenever we part,
know I hold you dearly,
deep inside my heart.

So these seven words,
I pray you hold true,
"Forever And Always,
I Will Love You."

Poem No.8

My love is like an ocean
It goes down so deep
My love is like a rose
Whose beauty you want to keep.

My love is like a river
That will never end
My love is like a dove
With a beautiful message to send.

My love is like a song
That goes on and on forever
My love is like a prisoner
It's to you that I surrender.

tats is a lot.. hmm.. i hope u noe how much i love u dear.. and i will keep u in my heart no matter wat.. :)) hmm.. i am going for jogging soon.. just now my family did the kuih raya.. it was damn nice ( i am not fasting like i told u at the previous post).. take care!! bye!!

2006-10-14T09:25:00.000-07:00

hey there.. today confirmed boring.. b'cause got nothing to do.. well, i am planning to go jogging before 6.50pm.. well, i hope i can.. i am not fasting btw.. hmm.. he is busy.. well, toda i am not.. so, maybe later i will start drawing lots of thing as it is a new hobby since mr loke teach me.. THK U .. hmm.. after jogging, i will blog again.. see ya!!!

2006-10-13T20:54:00.000-07:00

hey there.. i am in the house now.. lol. kk.. juz now was a memorable one.. I gonna miss my seniors.. we had a great tyme together.. thank u for ur advise and tyme.. i really appreciate it.. :))

k.. yesterday nite i sleep very very very late!! haha.. kk.. but please, i warn u.. DON'T DO THIS AT HOME!! IN UR DREAM CAN!! haha.. kk.. firstly, i listen to my mp3.. den i eat a chocolate ice-cream. then i take a blanket, a book( about anne frank ) and a torch light.. guess wat i do?? i cover myself with the blanket, and under the blanket, i read the anne frank diary and on the torch light.. lame ryte?? haha.. i can't sleep seriously.. because of the somebody.. maybe i am too happy.. tats y.. :)) after that i went to the kitchen (without my blanket, book and torchlight of course) and take out my sketch book and drawing book and start drawing.. hehe.. damn fun.. actually, my grandma was awake.. so, she join me in the kitchen.. i was damn bored so i clean the kitchen.. my grandma continue sewing wat i also donno.. hmm.. k. then i call him.. was like around midnight.. hehe.. den we talk and talk and talk and we had to put down our phone.. :( k den my grandma ask me to sleep so i tried to sleep and at last i did!! lol!!!

me under the blanket.. hehe

kk.. as like wat i say today is the most memorable occasion tat i ever go.. tat is graduation day.. i am a student council in school so i have to come to do the ushering.. haha.. kk.. so, i am taking charge of 4e8 and lead them through the way.. and this yr is the last yr for ms chamb (our principle).. :(( i gonna miss her!! she is the best principle i ever had in my whole life.. now i noe ... i must cherish the friendship tat i had..

k den i went home.. suddenly my grandpa was screaming and shouting on the phone.. and he left the house to go to the work place.. i wonder y.. it is a good thing i am not that hot tempered.. well, usually i used to be last tyme.. but now i can control.. in fact now it is hard for me to be angry.. kk.. den me and my grandma break fast.. and den my grandma go to sleep.. den i am writing now.. hehe.. my grandpa is now home and we don speak..

tats all i will like to say for today.. quite long actually.. hehe.. bye!! take care!!

2006-10-13T10:00:00.000-07:00

hey there.. hmm.. today i have graduation day.. hmm.. of course i am not the one who graduate but my seniors.. i have to attend to do the ushering.. today my guy also have to do his promotion test for his cadet.. both of us are very busy at this moment..

yesterday was the best ever.. i was happy again.. thk u dear.. hmm.. i gtg.. cause a lot of things need to be done.. and i have to go to school for the thinggy day.. lol.. bye!

2006-10-12T21:00:00.000-07:00

hey there.. k.. this is my first blog. So, i will introduce about myself..

[N]ame: Siti Aisyah Binte Abdullah
[N]ickname: Aisyah, Sasha
[A]ge: 14 currently
[B]irthday: 1st July 1992
[H]oroscope: Cancer
[S]chools: Clementi CC Kindergarden(1997-1998)>Pei Tong Pri Sch(1999-2004)>Kent Ridge Sec Sch(2005-...)>
[S]tatus: In a relationship :))

[L]oves..
# Her Guy
# Her Family
# Her Grandparents
# Her Friends
# Her Laptop
# Her Teachers
# Going to esplanade
# Hang around
# Window shopping
# surf the net
# talk to my friends

Simply about myself, i am the person who like to mengalah easily lah.. especially in fighting, even though i am not at wrong.. :)) i don like fights.. seriously.. i am understanding, socialise but a bit shy if i don't really know the person.. but as years go by, i will get closer ah.. hmm.. i am the person who u can talk to.. i will listen every single word and understand it..

thats about me.. hmm.. thanks for reading my new blog..