Simplicity is love :D

Wednesday, June 27, 2007

hey there
STRESS STRESS STRESS!!
haha
it is stressful here
as we got lots of homework need to finish up
nothing much happen today
well, yesterday we had Student Council Investiture
whereby the sec 4s councillors are stepped down
and the sec 2s councillors will embark their new journey
we all walk on the red carpet
which i think it is an honour
thank u to our teacher and the operation manager
for letting us use the red carpet! :P
ouh k.
just finish doing my homework
haix.

being single is great?
it is great
but BORING!
haha
well, have to wait
and wait
and wait
and wait
for who?
i also dunnoe
haha
i am confused who should i choose?
or who should i continue liking?
well, that doesn't matter
the main lover in my life
is my studies and God.
haha
kk.
thats all for today

%! just leave me alone.
7:09 PM

Saturday, June 23, 2007

0ne 0f the guy sent mie this s0ng
t0 sh0w his feelings t0wards mie.
thks al0t.
but i can't decide n0w.

sepenuh hati - spoon

Bagaimana harusku luahkan
Perasaanku padamu
Yang selama ini ku pendamkan
Dalam diam ku

Sukarnya ku berterus-terang
Tentang perasaan ini
Bimbang seandainya tak kau terima
Musnahlah harapanku ini

Bagaimana harus aku menghadapi
Semua itu
Sedangkan ku menyintaimu sepenuh hati
Tak mudah untukku melupakan dirimu
Kau bagikuSegala-galanya

Pada yang Maha KuasaKu panjatkan doa
Moga dibukakan pintu hatimu
Kan ku buktikan kejujuran cintakuJangan biarkan keraguan
Menghantui jiwamu
Dalam ku menanti semua kepastian
Dari bibirmu oh kasihKasih dan sayang
Cinta dan rindu
Tersemat di jiwaku
Usah biarkan ku kecewa
Membalut luka
Agar kau mengerti
Yang selama ini
Aku menyintaimu

%! just leave me alone.
11:07 AM

Friday, June 22, 2007

hey people
last nite again i dreamt about something
something bad
till i cried while i was sleeping

i dreamt that my mum was not being normal
i tink because a ghost was in her body or something like that
and it was on my birthdae
she really hit me very hard
she slap and kick me
on my birthdae itself!!!!
and in the dream
i was crying like hell
till i cannot stand up

after i woke up
i realise that i was crying
my pillow is very wet
and my cheeks are wet too
i was like
omg
it is a nightmare
i hope she didn't do it
haix.

todae nothing much
i am not feeling well
haix
i was supposed to go to school today
to help up for the awards day
but at last i didn't turn up
sorie ppl
i am really not feeling well this few daes
i tink thats all for todae
^-^

%! just leave me alone.
10:03 AM

Thursday, June 21, 2007

hey there!
t0day n0thing much
well, n0w i am getting ready t0 g0 t0 sch00l.
t0day i have student c0uncil investiture rehearsel
well, it started 1.30

yesterdae nite i dreamt that
i stay back in sec 3
thats the sad thing
and the gd thing is
i change to n0rth vista sec
and same class as FIQA!!!
muahaha
after that i dreamt that me and taufik batisah were friends
g0sh
it is a miracle k
and i dreamt that he kiss me 0n the cheeks
in fr0nt 0f the public!!!!!!!!
t0ld ya it is a miracle.
hahas

and yesterdae
a l0t of guys tell me their feelings t0wards me
i was like.....
wat did i d0?
i mean..
y did i d0 that those guys came to me and wanted me to be their GIRLFRIEND!!!!
gosh.
i think thats it for today
gtg
bye

p/s: if yussoff still contact me, todae is our 1 YEAR ANNIVERSARY!!

%! just leave me alone.
1:00 PM

Monday, June 18, 2007

hey there
well, criously saying
not feeling well
my other fwens went to sec 3 camp
well, girls, i hope u enjoy. bcoz i am bored here

let me tell u what happen today
nothing much actually
around afternoon, i went to doctor
and it is just a normal fever
the doctor says not enough sleep.
:)
maybe bcoz the night i torn
haha
after that i went to esplanade myself
trying to cool down my mind
and see the beautiful scenery
after that i walk along the river
and the wat bridge also i forget the name
btw, the bridge is just in front of fullerton hotel
and u noe wat?
i saw people acting in the scene
i heard the director say "action"
wow. glad to see the chinese actor and actress
i tink i was in the scene too! haha
think so.
kk.
after that i went to eat at kfc
well, as u noe
guys are everywhere
even though i am wearing my headset
actually my mp3 is off.
so i heard the conversation
i was alone
and i am waiting for my cheesefries
and this guy come to me
and give me wif a great smile
i give him back my smile and say thanks in a sweet manner
gosh.
haha
well, after that i went home straight away
and after doing my big business,
my lower part very painful
i dunnoe y
but the most important thing is i am very sleepy ryte now
haha
kk..
gtg
bye
take care k

%! just leave me alone.
7:14 PM

Sunday, June 17, 2007

hey there
you know what?
i am single again
well, yeah
i asked for break
actually i knew that we won't last long
i hope he is satisfied ryte now
because he himself wanted to break
so, before he break my heart
it is best for me to break his heart first
because i don't want to be hurt again

and you know what?
i called yussoff last nite
and he answered!
i am glad he is ok
but i could say he sounds stress
well, yea

whats my next plan?
maybe find somebody else
which is better than him of course
and and
u know what?
i didn't sleep the whole night yesterday
and i haven't sleep yet!!!!
gosh.
haha
surely u will be asking what did i do the whole night?
you think i would cry over him ?
i didn't cry ok!
in fact, i enjoy myself at night
i called my friend to come down since she is also awake
and we do lots of stuff..
like playing x-box,
watch movie,
skank and mosh.
we also dance last night
nothing better to do
haha.
i know tis is weird
but i am trying my best to avoid being sad
and being stupid again
NO!
it won't happened again.
btw, i did a list yesterday

what to do when i break wif him
not to cry

to get back my guitar from him

to delete all his photos from my friendster and computer

to make sure that the sister took the old teddy bear and wash it so that my perfume won't be smell anymore

the new teddy bear that i just bought for him is now belong to his sister

when i get back my guitar, i will clean it to make sure there is no fingerprints of his on it

to tell my mother that we break already

to change my friendster profile

to find somebody else

i noe its sounds cruel
but i tink we really enjoy last nite
that we come up wif tis list
hahaha.
kk.
i think i gtg
bye
take care everybody!

%! just leave me alone.
9:42 AM

Saturday, June 16, 2007

%! just leave me alone.
5:40 PM

Saturday, June 02, 2007

Let me tell you from the starting till the end
My teacher had selected me to go to this 13th student leader convention
Firstly, I thought it was going to be boring and I won't make friends
And we are given this booklet whereby we have to study about certain political issues.
And I don't really understand
The theme for 13th SLC is
Youth involvement: making an impact on society

So, the first day of the convention is 29th May 07..
Actually, I came late as me and the others we lost..
After registration, one of the facilitator sent me to the classroom
My given group name was Thor
Which means God of Thunder
Everybody was quiet there.
As we are playing ice-breakers,
I started memorising their names..
They are:
Sheikh (Whitley Sec) >>Our Leader
Meng Hao (from China, Hangzhou Greentown Yuhua School)
Kevin (Macpherson Sec)
Daniel (Hwa Chong Institution)
Alphonso (I forgotten his school. sorie!)
Charissa (CHIJ St Joseph's Convent)
Simi (from India, The Banyan Tree School)
Kamini (Dunman Sec)
Ili Athirah (Choa Chu Kang Sec)
And we started talking and getting more closer.
The best activity was at Orchard Road.
We have this so called amazing race whereby
we had to find places and play games in
orchard rd, somerset and plaza singapura.
It was the best experience
after that, we went back to hwa chong institute
and we play water bomb
do you know that there is over 100 people there??
I think around 300 something or maybe more than that
Thats include student leader from other countries
They are china, india, hong kong, australia and indonesia

The second day of the convention was a serious one
Actually it is a bit boring
I am choosen to be the secretary of the group
We are doing one of the topic
That is "Provision For The Elderly"
Well, is kinda hard
but it is effective
We had to do this action paper in a few hours time
Well, I could say all my group members are very co-operative
And we really brain-storm a lot of ideas
But seriously, without our group facilitator, Vionna
I think we would be quiet all the way

On the consortium meeting A,
I must admit,
It is a very serious meeting and a boring one
In this meeting,
we debate and give comments about each and every of our presentation
We can't even talk
We can't even speak (we must raise our card in order to speak)
We can't even laugh
We can't even sleep

The third day was on 1st June 07
It was very formal
Our GOH for the day is
Mr Lee Boon Heng, Prime Minister's Office
we are very honoured to receive him as the VIP
and i got the chance to talk to him through question and answer session
Next, we have consortium meeting B part I
whereby we finalist the other groups action paper
A group of Vesta had been chosen
A good job well done Vesta!!
and after that is lunch
next is consortium meeting B part II
whereby we edited and
add more details in our consortium action paper
after that is photo taking session
whereby we as a group take photo
after that is the main committee assembly
well, nothing much to say abt it.

Finally, the last day of the convention

on the closing ceremony, 3 choosen action paper among 45 groups

i can't remember who they are

but to them, CONGRATES!!

after that is lunch and preparation of grand finale

as a consortium of provision for the elderly,

we decided to perform by singing the songs

what songs? they are friends forever and the other one, i forget

well, it is a sad song bcoz it is our last day but i tell myself

even though it is the last day of the convention

but it is not the last day of our friendship..

after that is the grand finale..

it was fun!!

very very very fun!!

we dance, we sing, we laugh

but at the end,

we cry

I really cried non stop

i mean

they have not make an impact on society

but they have make an impact on our hearts

and i can't believe time really travel fast

even now i am crying when i write tis post

at last is the debrief

it was the last day i saw meng hao and simi

hey! i miss u all so much!

last nite, i dream about u all coming back to singapore

which i hope it is really true!

after the grand finale, we went to eat dinner at mcdonalds

and we hug each other so many times

there is only one person i never hug

which is sheikh.. haha. sorie. i dun want my guy to be jealous

so, tis is the greatest memories that i have ever had

which i wanted to share wif u all

I MISS U ALL SO MUCH!!!!!! :'(

%! just leave me alone.
5:18 PM